Tuesday, February 06, 2007
i'm beginning to feel the dread of year2.. it seriously sucks big time. the lecturers and the lectures.. it feels like information overload when all i wanna do now iz to get my foundations right. with the year1 stuffs lagging behind.. how exactly do i expect myself to be able to continue with year2 stuff huh.. lotsa catching up to do and it sucks really. i wish i can juz stop studying now. right now right this moment. BOO. i dun wanna study anymore )':
sighhhhhhhh..
how tough can life get huh? life iz hard. and i certainly dun understand why some things have to go the way they do.. and some things juz dun fall into place juz the way we want it to. hurts my heart to see her experiencing all this kinda of typical rubbish brings. juz the way she wants the best for me, i wan the best for her as well.. but i guess life isn't meant to be smooth sailing isn't it..
training today.. kinda crapp.. didn't do much except dug out and loosen up the whole sandpit. leveled it on my own and i was done. few static workouts and yaaaaa.. end of the day.. i realised that i've been enjoying myself more with the fielders (: i like hanging out with them.. not juz jon and tzejie.. but also chester, justin and ashraf (i dunno how to spell his name) =) was walking with them towards central after training today.. and boy did we all have fun :D laughing and talking crapp along the way.. it's really been long since i ever felt this relaxed and alive.. thanks guys (:
i guess that's all for today huh.. tired and all as usuall.. and i juz cant find the motivation and the willpower to get started on any work. i'm screwed. seriously.
*throbs @22:38 <3
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